The Federal hearing approaches on August 1st. Heather writes:

For me personally, today was difficult. As the Federal hearing approaches, I feel stress. It’s coming out in odd ways. I’m rarely at peace. It’s not like I’m crying constantly, it’s hard to describe. I feel dazed, always tired, jittery. I don’t feel hungry, or I feel extremely hungry. My heart races at times from anxiety, but most of the time I just feel exhausted.

Trying to manage my fears, better myself and pray that we have favor on August 1 is too much. Even writing in here, it’s difficult to focus. Perhaps I’m just tired, but honestly, it’s difficult to hope for a better tomorrow when it’s very likely it will be much of the same as today.